I'm dwelling on my inability to write cohesive essays in college. Many of my family members and friends have read little fictional stories and dumb fanfics I wrote and said, "Oh Sarah, you're such a good writer!"

And then I get to college and have to write some essay. Not only would it take me some 2 weeks agonizing over it, but without some extensive outside editing, I end up wandering all over the topic and writing gibberish. Is just because writing school work is tedious? Is writing for fun easier because I enjoy it? Are these blogs even coherent half the time? Or is my writing style good, but just rebellious? Like maybe ill just ignore good speling and grammer completly?.!!

Ah, these are probably questions to which there are no answers. Cosmic mysteries and the like. Bleh.